Wednesday, April 15, 2026

A Tale of Three Studios
(but especially Falling Coyote)

 [post 463]

I'm betting this has happened to you: You find an affordable place to rehearse, perhaps in a neighborhood that you can also afford to live in. Other artists who work large gravitate there. Pretty soon it becomes a pretty interesting neighborhood. More restaurants open up, maybe a couple of art galleries, and before you know it, it's trendy. Everyone wants to live there… and many of them have a lot more money than you do. This of course is not lost on the real estate industry. Rents rise, not just a little, but by tenfold, and before you know it, you and your fellow artists can't afford to live or rent space there so you move to the next neighborhood you can afford, a bit farther off the beaten track, a bit farther from public transportation, a bit seedier, maybe a bit less safe at night. And the process repeats... from Soho to Tribeca to Williamsburg to Bushwick to Ridgewood to small towns along the Hudson River.... change the names for your city, and there you are.

Until recently, I lived in Manhattan, not far from where I was born. Although I had been a childhood television actor, for that I did not need rehearsal space. That was provided by CBS or NBC. But when I got heavily into all things clown and circus in my twenties, instead of working for other people, my friends and I were creating and producing our own shows, and it takes space to do that. There is a limit to what you can do in your small NYC apartment! In the mid-70s, Fred Yockers and I had started our clown business, If Every Fool, Inc., soon to grow into an ambitious arts organization. In or around 1979, a few of us decided to get serious, with the idea of pooling our resources and getting our own place. A lot of light industry had moved out of the city, making large industrial spaces suddenly affordable.

143 Chambers Street (Manhattan)
I started the search with puppeteer Eric Bass. I remember us looking at large lofts in Williamsburg (Brooklyn, not Virginia), just on the other side of the Williamsburg Bridge. If you are not familiar with New York City geography, that is about as close as you can get to Manhattan without actually being in it, but in those days Brooklyn might as well have been Timbuktu. The lofts were big and the price was right, but we never seriously considered it. Now it is the Gold Coast.


Then one day Eric was walking along Chambers Street in downtown Manhattan. Though not far from Wall Street and all that, the area was still undeveloped, still not on the yuppie radar. Soho ("south of Houston") was already going upscale but the Chambers Street area —about to be popularized by realtors as Tribeca (“triangle below Canal”)— not so much. Taped to the front door of a 19th-century building at 143 Chambers Street was a hand-lettered cardboard sign saying the space was for rent. A phone call was made and Eric and I met with the owner, an older gentleman who had closed up his decades-long business there, Universal Eggs, Butter & Cheese, and was looking to rent out the space. It was spacious indeed: 80% of the ground floor, all of the basement, and all of the sub-basement. The price? $300 a month. Okay, with inflation that's $1,350 a month today, but still..

We were there for seven years and probably never realized how lucky we were. The studio was the spawning ground for many new shows and home to countless workshops, classes, labs, and of course parties! And thanks to the essential work of dozens of volunteers, we launched two influential international clown-theatre festivals on a shoestring budget. Given the space and the affordability, a wonderful clown community grew out of the dust and mold of old egg crates and conveyor belts. Even with our improvements, including eradicating the rat population and bribing the Con Ed inspector to turn on the electricity, it was never a candidate for Architectural Digest, to put it mildly. But as that song from A Chorus Line goes, "it wasn't paradise... it wasn't paradise... but it was home."


Top:
covers of programs for 1983 and 1985 festivals.  
Lower left: This publicity photo by Jim Moore of Fred Yockers and myself for our clown-theatre show, A Beautiful Friendship, was shot just a few blocks away! What is now snazzy Hudson River Park was then just landfill.  
Lower right: That’s a slightly younger me on the slack wire, rigged between two steel I-beams we had attached to the floor and the ceiling, which was at least 16' high.

Over the years, the original gang of four morphed so that at the end, I was the only one left. My loft partners had become Joe Killian & Liz Reese (who lived there); Mike Seliger; and Catherine Turocy and her New York Baroque Dance Company —still active today! But a lease is a lease and it ended in 1987. And by then Tribeca was highly desirable, and our studio would soon be a restaurant. But by that time I was a father and had, not coincidentally, taken a job teaching full-time at Bloomfield College in New Jersey, as well as two days a week in the theatre program at Juilliard.

At Bloomfield I actually had my own theatre, but no theatre department, and also a large room where we had circus classes. Yes, I created/directed many shows, but with students who ranged from talented, enthusiastic and hardworking to (more likely) those lacking experience and enthusiasm. It's not enough to have the space. You also need the possibility of getting together there with the people you want to get together with!

And I had zero time outside of Bloomfield, Juilliard, and fatherhood. I naively thought I could still do it all, clown-theatre included, but inevitably I was pulled away from active participation in the clown scene. The birth of another son and my wife Susan's illness took me farther away.... for something like 15 years.


Soundance Studio (Williamsburg, Brooklyn)
Yes, the same Willliamsburg. Fast forward a couple of decades and I have been lured back to the clown world bit by bit (so to speak) by some old friends who should have known better. In 2011 or so, I was invited by Audrey Crabtree to do a weekend workshop for the new version of the NY Clown-Theatre Festival in now hip but not totally gentrified Williamsburg, and that workshop led to many of the participants wanting to continue working together. Audrey knew of a space to rent by the hour right there in Williamsburg, SounDance Studio on N. 7th Street. The price was right, the space was large, and it was conveniently located two blocks from the L train.

 

This morphed into the NYC Physical Comedy Lab (fizcom lab), which started as a closed group of eight people. After a promising start, that petered out and led to me working with lab stalwarts Audrey Crabtree and Billy Schultz on No Reservations, again at SounDanceAbout a year after that, I had an idea for another lab for a larger crowd. In February 2015, if not earlier, Lab version 2.0 was launched, a twice-a-month, 3-hour open lab where anyone with $10 to throw in the hat was welcome. We took turns leading warmups, improvs, and exercises, and anyone could bring new material to get group feedback. Yes, again at Soundance.

Full article on the lab by Ben Robinson in Vanish magazine.

Yes, that's Bindlestiff's Keith Nelson, totally unaware of what I've hurled  his way.

Our trick doors, built by Adam Strauss (theatricalcontrivances.com)


Every lab was different, but always a great cross-section of eccentrics.

It was a large space, especially by New York standards, and I was even allowed to store all my physical comedy gear there at no extra cost, which included three trick doors, half a dozen mats, all kinds of juggling equipment, weird props, and weirder costumes. A sizable corner of the room. At that price, I could afford to run the lab and rent the space for myself for three mornings a week, four hours each morning, always biking from my lower Manhattan apartment over the bridge and back, though on Fridays that included an essential detour to buy several pound of smoked salmon at Acme Smoked Fish Friday in Greenpoint, a habit I gratefully picked up from Stanley Allan Sherman.

The lab averaged around ten people per session, but had as many as 17 —though one week only Hilary Chaplain and I showed up. But all in all the lab was a great success, a gathering ground for the clown community, and a place out-of-town performers could come to and immediately make friends. I'll cover some stuff we did here in other posts, but meanwhile check out all the video on the Facebook page, NYC Physical Comedy Lab. The lab continued for more than five years, until covid hit and what we did became risky in a way we could never have imagined.

But how was all this possible? Because SounDance director Vanessa Paige was a true friend of performers, and rented the space for $15 an hour. I believe it was film director Otto Preminger who said, "As usual with artists, the only problem is money."


Falling Coyote Studios (Greenwood Lake, NY)


Clearly I loved having a studio for all the reasons above, but I especially loved having it available 24/7. So when Riley and I, both native Manhattanites, finally started that search for a country escape, building my own studio there was a fantasy that took wings. The more I thought about it, the more it became an essential part of the purchase, meaning the new property would have to have enough space for the studio, and I'd be able to roll out of bed and be there in a New York minute. In the summer of 2018, we visited my old clown partner Fred Yockers at his family's home on the San Juan Islands off the NW Washington coast. Over the decades he had added several tools to his belt, one of them being construction. He was more than enthusiastic. He was about to retire from teaching video and volunteered to come east for lengthy stays to help build it. Which was essential, because I had enough money for the construction, but not enough to pay a team of contractors.

By then we had narrowed our search to Greenwood Lake, which we were familiar with from having visited our late-great clown friend, Jan Greenfield, who had settled there with his wife Gunnel and new kids Hannah and Daniel. We naively thought we could build the studio in under a year. Oh boy. But build it we did, though the work spanned closer to three years, seemed endless, and required a brigade of fellow clown/would-be carpenters. Fred Collins became our third partner in constructive folly, and other clowns made frequent contributions, especially Michael Zerphy and Adam Auslander. I am very thankful that Fred Yockers made the movie below about building the studio and what's been going on there ever since, because it does a better job than I could possibly do writing about it. Enjoy!



I do like it when visitors see this movie because I think it's important for them to realize that the studio wasn't the result of some rich guy writing a check, but rather was the product of some ridiculously hard work over several years by many clowns —whose average age was well above 70!

The movie shows some of the creative work being done at the studio, but here's a quick summary:
Rehearsals for a variety of shows
Performances, which have included Deborah Kaufmann's Veni Vidi Vici and Michael Zerphy's Bedutzed.
Parties, especially our big June 2025 clown reunion, dubbed Clownmageddon by Judy Gailen.
Work-in-progress 3-day labs, which of course we had to call Labmageddon. These have been wonderful and will get a blog post down the road.
And last but not least, as a personal workout space for my brain and body!

Clownmageddon (June 2025)

I see studios as more of a commuity center than as a business, so I don't rent out Falling Coyote. It is available to friends and kindred spirits and you can't give me money. All we ask is some sort of "soft barter," which has ranged from helping out with the work (there's always work to do around here), to cooking meals, to (in one case) sharing some of your weed crop, which of course I would only use for medicinal purposes.

Y'all come visit...
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If you ever frequented 143 Chambers Street back in the day, you might be interested in this short history of the building (dating back to the 1830s!) by Tom Miller in Tribeca Citizen.
It was Michael Zerphy who came up with the name Falling Coyote, which is especially apt because our address is 11 Cliff Road. There are other connections to the Road Runner / Wile E. Coyote cartoons, but that too is another post.







Saturday, April 4, 2026

April Fools!
1957: The Spaghetti Harvest

 [post 462]

It would have been way too predictable for me to try to fool you on April Fool's Day, but this BBC video from 1957 was actually just such a joke, likely the first April Fool's prank by a major broadcaster. I remember seeing it on the tv show, Tonight Starring Jack Parr, and since I still remember it, obviously it made an impression, either because I thought it very funny or perhaps because I actually fell for it at the time. I was eight, after all. I was reminded of it again when my old clown partner Fred Yockers sent me a clip of it. This is the original BBC version:


I love the deadpan documentary style. As Eddie Cantor said about Laurel & Hardy, "It's their seriousness that strikes me. They play everything as if it might be Macbeth or Hamlet." Also, I suspect what Jack Parr showed was condensed for an American audience, as are some of the versions you will find on YouTube. Which is a shame, because what really sells this for me is all the detail, both in the narrative and in the visuals. After all, art is in the details, and comedy is an art.

Wednesday, March 25, 2026

Rejected Workshop Proposals

 [post 461]

Caroline Simonds sent me the video below, describing it not only as "the best moment in Switzerland" but also "the highlight of the conference." Caroline is an old friend (but younger than me) who moved to France in 1991 and brought hospital clowning with her, establishing Le Rire Médecin, which through her leadership became a large and highly respected organization for French hospital clowning. Her 2024 book, Le Rire Médecin: Journal du Docteur Girafe, was the inspiration for the wonderful French film, Sur un Fil  (On the Edge).

The conference (in Lausanne) was HCIM 2026 — Healthcare Clowning International Meeting. Several of  my clown friends from the New York area were there and had a great experience. 

I wasn't at the conference, but I thought this presentation on Rejected Workshop Proposals was indeed very funny. Enjoy!

Saturday, March 14, 2026

Rule by Slapstick:
Another Fine Mess by Donald Trump

[post 460]


An article about Trump's attack on Iran from the Financial Page in the highbrow New Yorker —Trump’s Inexcusable Unpreparedness for the Iranian Oil Crisis— was the last place I expected to find a discussion of Laurel & Hardy. But I think the writer, John Cassidy, nailed this one:

Nothing is certain, except the fact that the President is floundering, making conflicting statements from one day to the next about how long the war will last. As it continues, rule at the whim of a strongman seems to be giving way to rule by slapstick. Growing up in England, I spent countless hours watching the comedies of Stan Laurel and Oliver Hardy, which the BBC showed all the time. In each show, the two nitwits would set out on some caper, which would inevitably go horribly wrong, leaving them broke, or tied up, or in jail, or hanging over a cliff, or some other situation of great peril. At which point, Ollie would turn to Stan and say, “Well, here’s another nice mess you’ve gotten me into.”

Trump is turning into Oliver Hardy.

Yep. 

And I am admittedly proud to point out that I have for a very long time been making the case that physical comedy (and by extension clowning) is inherently political in that it showcases human error and undercuts the delusional arrogance and inflated self-esteem that the high and mighty rely on to justify and perpetuate their position of power. In my 1987 article for Yale Theater, Zen and the Heart of Physical Comedy: The Revenge of Murphy's Law, I made a similar argument to Cassidy's:

A closer look at last year's hit parade of catastrophes offers compelling evidence that clown behavior has infiltrated its way into the highest echelons of society. The meltdown at the Chernobyl nuclear reactor is surely an example of Laurel & Hardy at their most mischievous. In an attempt to complete an experiment on the power capability of the reactor's steam-driven turbines, the plant's resident clowns cleverly executed a series of maneuvers that in effect dismantled the reactor's safety features one by one.

This Russian two-reeler is full of laughs as our fiercely determined technicians, Laurelovitch and Hardyofsky, find perfectly good reasons to turn off the emergency cooling system, remove all but a few control rods while leaving the reactor operating, and disengage all safety systems designed to implement automatic shutdown. When Mrs. Hardyofsky — in this version played by a Soviet nuclear expert — returns home, she is shocked beyond belief to learn that the menfolk have deliberately disabled so many safety and warning systems, then run the reactor in a very unstable condition. But they did, and our little tragi-comedy ends with the prospect of millions of people, even the unborn (politely referred to as third- and fourth party victims), paying the price in sequels yet unfilmed.

Another fine mess was created by NASA engineers and administrators who allowed the Challenger space shuttle to be launched although several warnings of potential danger had been sounded. NASA's need to perpetuate a public image of having effectively vanquished the hazards of space flight — to have rendered it so routine that they could now rocket a schoolteacher into orbit — guaranteed that their infallibility would be shattered.

This American silent movie classic opens with engineer Laurel frantically gesticulating as he tries to get the attention of his boss, a very busy and self-important Mr. Hardy. The subtitles tell us that Laurel wants to warn Hardy about the weakness of the o-ring seals. But we can see that a vain Mr. Hardy is too busy impressing his big-shot friends to listen. The final image is unforgettable, as the camera dissolves on a whimpering engineer Laurel, stammering through his tears. The subtitle reads, "But Ollie, that's what I was trying to tell you all along."

Finally, I never tire of quoting Henry Miller from his The Smile at the Foot of the Ladder. He said it first (1959) and he said it better:


How little the public understood! To be a clown was to be fate's pawn. The life in the arena was a dumb show consisting of falls, slaps, kicks —an endless shuffling and booting about. And it was by means of this disgraceful rigolade that one found favor with the public. The beloved clown! It was his special privilege to reenact the errors, the follies, the stupidities, all the misunderstandings which plague human kind. To be ineptitude itself, that was something even the dullest oaf could grasp. Not to understand, when all is clear as daylight; not to catch on, though the trick be repeated a thousand times for you; to grope about like a blind man, when all signs point the right direction; to insist on opening the wrong door, though it is marked Danger!; to walk head on into the mirror, instead of going around it; to look through the wrong end of a rifle, a loaded rifle! —people never tired of these absurdities because for millennia humans have traversed all the wrong roads, because for millennia all their seeking and questioning have landed them in a cul-de-sac. The master of ineptitude has all time as his domain. He surrenders only in the face of eternity.. 

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Hardy usually said "another nice mess," but they did make a film Another Fine Mess (1930)and this has been more frequently copied as a catch phrase ever since. Take your pick... 

• When I say "...physical comedy (and by extension clowning)..." what I am thinking is that most clowning is physical, the clown character's vulnerability is revealed through the body. So clowns are nearly always physical comedians but physical comedy moments can happen to anyone, and can be depicted in dance, opera, serious drama and film, and can be described in literature and personal narratives. So (almost) all clowns are physical comedians but physical comedy can and often does exist without clowns.

I first asked Claude, the AI program from Anthropic —the company that actually stood up to Trump— if it would alter the Laurel & Hardy image below to make it look like a worried Trump and Hegseth.  It declined: "Placing real people's faces — including public figures like Donald Trump and Pete Hegseth — into existing images or scenes is something I have to decline, as it creates potentially misleading or manipulative depictions of real individuals." Fair enough.

 Then before giving it any specifics, I asked ChatGPT if it would perform such an edit. It gave a qualified yes, but said that "I can’t create deceptive edits meant to impersonate real people in harmful ways." I said it wasn't deceptive and that it was obviously satirical and I sent the photo. And it did it! But I was worried people would not immediately recognize Hegseth from the first image ChatGPT generated so I had it re-do it with Vance instead, as you can see above. And since these AI programs are always offering to do more, it of course wrote: "If you decide to use it for a blog post or talk—especially given your interest in physical comedy history—you could also play with a few small variations: removing the “BIG BUSINESS” title so the image reads more like a still from the film, aging the typography to match the original intertitle style, or even adding a silent-film style caption beneath it. The Laurel & Hardy visual grammar is surprisingly flexible. If you ever want to push the gag further—say, turning it into a fake 1920s lobby card or a newspaper-style still from a “lost Laurel & Hardy short”—that can be done too." It's endless....

I don't know if The Smile at the Foot of the Ladder is a novella or a long short story, but it is my favorite piece of clown fiction. Sigfrido Aguilar and I even co-directed a student dramatization of it at Ohio University back in the mid-80s. But I mention loving the book because I see it only gets 3.6 stars on Goodreads (2,263 ratings), but if you read this blog, I'm betting you will have a much keener appreciation of it.

Saturday, March 7, 2026

I Guess I Can't Get Enough of Sid Caesar

[post 459]
I recently came across two more Sid Caesar pieces that I liked so much that I had to share them here. And that's even though I've already written about Caesar several times over the years:

Sid Caesar Was My Father
And Imogene Coca my mother. But only for a day or two, and not as publicly as I might have liked. The year was probably 1958.....

Sid Caesar's "Gallipacci" or the Fine Art of Gibberish
Sid Caesar (1922–2014).... was one of the truly great American comedians. He was also the King of Gibberish, fluent in faking many a foreign language....

Gibberish (Say What?

Perhaps the best gibberish comedian was "my father" Sid Caesar. His one-sided duel with Drew Carey on Whose Line Is It, Anyway? has been yanked from YouTube, but...

But, nothing! I was inspired to track down a copy of this, and added it as a bonus here, as well as restoring it to that older post.


Sid Caesar (1922–2014)

The king is dead. You can read the whole NY Times obituary here and...
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So... let's go straight to that Caesar appearance at the age of 79 on Whose Line Is It Anyway?, a funny-enough improv game show that ran for eight seasons a decade ago. Our hero talked circles around Drew Carey, no slouch himself, but what I really enjoyed was Caesar's use of gesture and facial expressions, as he acted out every nationality. And as I wrote in that earlier post, in real life Caesar spoke only two languages, English and Yiddish!




Beethoven's 5th
I love this 1954 pantomime marital battle between Caesar and Nanette Fabray, choreographed to the opening music of Beethoven's Fifth, which I just learned is known as the fate motif. That seems quite fitting here! Fabray (1920–2018)  grew up as a singing and dancing child vaudevillian who performed as Baby Nanette, and later studied opera at Juilliard.



A Streetcar Named ????
Elia Kazan's movie of Tennessee Willliams' play A Streetcar Named Desire was a big hit when it opened in September, 1951, with Marlon Brando sensational as the tough, blunt-spoken Stanley Kowalski fighting for his wife's allegiance against the intrusion of his demure, Southern belle sister-in-law, Blanche DuBois, played by Vivien Leigh.


In this parody from April, 1952, it's Caesar doing battle royale with Imogene Coca, with Betty Furness caught in between.


If you like Sid Caesar as much as I do, you'll be happy to know that this probably is not my last such post, because I just ordered what is purported to be the most complete collection of Caesar material. I doubt it's definitive, but I'm sure I'll find us some goodies. Note to researchers: not everything is on the internet. Sometimes you still have to buy DVDs

Sunday, March 1, 2026

Philippe Gaulier in Performance
"We broke 200 plates every night"

 [post 458]

I never met or studied with Philippe Gaulier (1943–2026), who passed away on February 1st at the age of 82, but many of my friends did. While some found his confrontational, via negativa teaching style not to their liking, most found his pedagogy valuable and indeed many returned to his school in Étampes for multiple sessions. Either way, it is hard to exaggerate the enormous influence he had on contemporary performance, including but not limited to the clown world. Especially noteworthy is the long list of successful performers who credit him for major breakthroughs in their artistic development, including Sacha Baron Cohen (Borat); Théâtre de Complicité; Roberto Benigni (Like is Beautiful); Aitor Basauri (Spymonkey); Dr. Brown (Phil Burgers); and Geoffrey Rush (Shakespeare in Love). 

Like his mentor, Jacques Lecoq, Gaulier was famous as a teacher, not as a performer, but that wasn't always the case. In the 70s, he toured a highly successful clown show with fellow Lecoq teacher, the Swiss-Romande clown, actor, and musician Pierre Byland, who also became and remains a prominent clown teacher. In fact, I first heard about Gaulier from my original circus mentors, Hovey Burgess and Judy Finelli, when they returned from the 1974 International Mime Festival in Viterbo, Wisconsin. (I had wanted to go, but did not have the money, alas!) Hovey and Judy loved an act, Les Assiettes (The Plates), performed by Gaulier and Byland, in which they broke 200 plates a night. The act even got a brief mention in my book Clowns (1976) in a section on Mimes and Eccentrics:

Franz Josef-Bogner, Pierre Byland, and Philippe Gaulier —all former students of Lecoq— have already achieved some recognition as clown-mimes: Byland and Gaulier work together, performing a plate-smashing act in the tradition of Bagessen.

Earlier in the same chapter, I had written this about Bagessen:
Carl Bagessen, 1868?–1931, developed an entire act around his inability to hold onto dinner plates, while an entire roll of flypaper experienced no difficulty at all sticking to all parts of his body.

Carl Bagessen
The little we know of the Gaulier-Byland act mostly comes from the 1972 video clip below. But first this....

TECHNICAL NOTE: People younger than me (there are a few) sometimes ask to see video of work done by my generation in the 70s and 80s, as if video technology always existed and would have been in use by us. In fact, consumer-level video cameras were not even available until the early 80s and cost $1,000 and up, which would be about $5,000 in today's money. The quality was poor and the physical tape deteriorated fairly quickly. Most of the videos you see of performers from pre-1985 are from movies or, more likely, television shows.

AND now back to our main story, already in progress: While performing Les Assiettes at the Théâtre de Carouge just outside of Geneva, Gaulier and Byland did a short excerpt from the piece as part of an interview with Radio Télévision Suisse to promote their run.


But is this the whole story? Clearly not. Les Assiettes grew into a 90-minute piece, so what we are seeing above is a mere snapshot. In an interview with Christian Hendriksen, Gaulier explained the origins of the piece:


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• Others have written extensively about Gaulier's teaching, but I did want to include this Stanley Allan Sherman memory: "Lecoq brought Gaulier into teach and he was one of the best teachers I ever had. The nicest, most concerned. He asked for a little photo of every student and at night looked at them, every one. He helped me break new ground."
• The third person in the video is André Chameau, who wrote the music for the show.
• Byland is still active at his Burlesk Center in Cavigliano, Switzerland.
• In The Moving Body, Lecoq gives Byland credit for introducing the red nose to his school's curriculum: “It was Pierre Byland, a student at the school before he returned to teach here, who introduced the famous red nose, the smallest mask in the world, which would help people to expose their naiveté and their fragility.”
• Thank you to Drew Richardson for first alerting me to the video footage.
• The always interesting Trav S. D., in his Travalanche blog (see sidebar list of other blogs), has written a tribute to Gaulier here, with links to a lot of his related posts.

Sunday, February 22, 2026

The Amazing Dover Trio!! —Another Valley Studio Story

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I hope you enjoyed this blog's previous post, a history of the Valley Studio by Jef Lambdin. I just want to add a short anecdote that I think is kind of funny but also carries a message. Okay, maybe not a profound message, but I'll let you be the judge of that...

This past June, we had a huge clown reunion, Clownmageddon, at our Falling Coyote Studios here in Greenwood Lake, NY, with tons of food, four shows, and some 80 people in attendance. (More on Falling Coyote in a future post.) At our first gathering in the studio, I took the time to introduce the folks who had come from faraway, which included Italy, Croatia, New England, the west coast, down south, etc. One such guest was Mike Pedretti who, starting in 1979, produced a long string (10?) of influential international movement theatre festivals, first at Davis & Elkins College in West Virginia and later in Philadelphia. Movement Theatre International (MTI) produced over 170 movement theatre shows from over 30 countries. Before the internet and YouTube, we American performers who were into mime, clown, circus, etc. were for the most part woefully ignorant of what was going on beyond our borders. Mike helped change all that, for which we should all be grateful.

When Mike got up to speak, he told a short anecdote, which I was surprised to find myself a part of. In the summer of 1978, armed with a strong background directing traditional theatre, he ventured to the Valley Studio to explore all this new movement training that was becoming more and more popular. He told of seeing a piece I performed that summer at the Studio. He spoke of how refreshing it was in terms of breaking down the fourth wall, and said it widened his perspective as to what was possible.

Wow! I couldn't help but be flattered that he would mention me in such glowing terms in front of all my friends. There was only one catch: I had no idea what he was talking about! But of course I did not publicly contradict him. A few days later, I was looking at his excellent history of his festivals, The Inside Story of Movement Theatre. (More on the book in a future post.) And I did not have to read far (p.7) to find the same anecdote in print:

On the same bill, John Towsen delighted the audience with histrionic tumbling that lacked theme or story, was rough around the edges, but was rich in understanding of the human challenge and pushed to the edge the idea of intimate —a prototype for rough and immediate theater.

Sounds wonderful. If only it had been me! But there I was, a (small) part of official theatre history —and feeling like a total fraud.

More time passes and it suddenly dawns on me. It was me! Holy Moly.

But not just me. I had been there all summer, and during the last of the two-week sessions, I had a lot of fun working on partner acrobatic stuff with Mary Dino and Jerry Falek, both of whom I had just met. It wasn't what you'd call advanced technique, but it was new to a lot of people at the time, and it's likely we invented some moves as well. Every two-week session ended with a "sharing," an open stage for anyone who wanted to perform. Egged on by friends who saw us practicing on the front lawn, we decided to throw a short act together, and being who we are, it was to be a comedy acrobatic act. We billed ourselves as the Dover Trio, from the old joke name for a Vaudeville acrobatic act, Ben Dover and Aileen Dover. But since there were three of us, we needed an additional first name. It was probably Hung Dover, but Jerry recently suggested that it should have been Flip Dover. (Now he tells us.)


The Dover Trio interrupting emcee Jimmy Urban

It's not a miracle that I somehow somewhere still had some scribbled notes, but it is miraculous that I could lay my hands on them almost 48 years later. I've appended them below —they read like some 16th-century commedia scenario— but what they seem to show is that the piece was framed as a series of interruptions of the emcee, Jimmy Urban. I think the "Pilobolus trick" was what you see in the photo above, with me as the understander. (Or underwalker, since it was an entrance.) Sure, nothing brilliant, but we got our laughs. What I remember is the fun of working on it and doing it, but it wasn't impactful enough for me to put 2 and 2 together and catch onto Mike's reference.

But to the point of this post: Was this a brilliant piece worthy of high praise? Not really. Was Mike being naive to lavish this praise? Again, not really.

When we perform, we are often our own harshest critics. We envision this ideal performance where everything goes right and the audience is moved to laughter and tears, perhaps showering us with gold coins. Likewise, some audience members are no doubt constantly comparing what they see to the best thing they've ever seen... or to how much better the performance would be if only they had written it or directed it or performed in it. (Guilty as charged.) 

If you ask a visual artist about the "meaning" of a painting or sculpture, they will often say that it's open to interpretation. Its power lies in the fact that it affects different people in different ways, which makes sense considering there are 8 billion of us on the planet. And that's a good thing. Mike probably did not think our sketch was a masterpiece, but we were all in the right place at the right time (a.k.a. the Valley Studio) and it triggered new possibilities in Mike's theatrical brain. Which is great!

Popular advice about performing before a small audience is that you should give it your all, because you never know who's in the audience. That was certainly true here. I would add that you never know what effect you are having on individual spectators, even if they are not "influencers," perhaps not even in the performing arts. In this case, we had enough of a critical mass to generate laughs, and being friends they were inclined to be supportive. But that's not always the case...

In 2018, Angela Delfini and I were doing a nationwide tour of Angela Delfini Explains It All for You, a one-woman show starring Angela, which I directed and co-wrote. Our first stop (2 evenings) was at the Baltimore Theatre Project, a well-known and prestigious venue. We were excited! On our first night, about 20 minutes before showtime, they informed us that they wouldn't need to open the balcony. Okay, no big deal. But as 8 pm arrived, we realized there was hardly anyone there. I am remembering 8 people, 10 at the most. What an auspicious start for a nationwide tour! And what was worse, they were scattered all over the place, separated by as much as 50'. Of course with more advance notice we would have put 10 chairs on the stage and turned it into an intimate performance. Needless to say, the laughs did not come as plentifully as usual. 

But then something rewarding happened. As soon as the show ended, I left the booth to join Angela, hoping we could cheer each other up, and I found that most of the audience had come up onto the stage to chat with her. Some were saying how much the emotional aspect of the show had resonated with their own experience.  "You never know who's in the audience" is most often used to mean there might be a top producer out there, or at least someone who might spread the word. That may never happen, but every audience member has the potential to be positively affected by what you do.

In 1907, the American historian Henry Adams left us with this enduringly apt insight: "A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops." (Excuse the he / his; it was 119 years ago!) What goes for teachers can also apply to artists.

That's my message!

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I last saw Jerry in San Francisco at the end of our 2018 tour, but I guess we forgot to take a photo. But here's Mary and me at a Super Bowl party on the circus barge in Brooklyn earlier this month. It's true what you're thinking, we haven't aged a bit!



Below: with Mike Pedretti (r.) at Clownmageddon. In the middle is Zeke Peterhoff, who I also met for the first time in 1978 at the Valley Studio, which is also when I met Jef.





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